虚荣

不明白为什么有些人总爱把“名牌”挂在嘴边，不管穿什么，买什么，用什么，都离不开“名牌”，连写blog都要把全部的牌子名字讲出来，怕人家不知道酱。虚荣！名不名牌有很重要吗？不明白，为什么一个年纪轻轻的人可以把自己弄到像40岁的阿姨， 而且是很有钱的阿姨~ 唉~ 世界变咯！


我很热！！！什么天气都不知道，热到~ 风又大~ 神经病的！

在一个星期，我就要回去了！！！ 美食，我等不及了！

发霉咯！

好久好久没上来了，嘿嘿~
现在的我，每天像家庭主妇一样， 在家里忙来忙去，也不知道忙什么。 然后晚上带着恐惧睡觉，一家到天亮。没错！因为家里只有我一个，所以心里怕怕的~ 可是又喜欢一个人的生活，真矛盾！唉~~~~~
昨天去玩hydroslide， 一个字：晕！！！ 不过还蛮好玩的！哈哈。 可是又点贵~ =(
希望这个夏天不要肥掉哦~ 目标：减肥！！！ >.<

Finally!!!

Woohoo~ Finally finish all my exams. Don't ask me how i did, i have done my best~ Let God do the rest ba~ :) What I gonna do then? Hmmm... Camp is coming, will be busy. But love this type of busy :) Then next week.. Hmmm. Secret~ Hehe.
All the best for those who still have exams tomorrow and Thursday 加油加油加油!!!

Burnside High School

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNU_4GgdDjs

高中时光~ 好傻得我们！ 哈哈

如果， 没有如果

常在想，如果我没来纽西兰读高中，而是在马来西亚读高中的话，现在的我是否会不一样？我的生活会是怎样的呢？我身边的朋友是不是会不会一样？我不知道。但我知道一定会 不一样。至于什么不一样，我也不知道。。。 可是心里很羡慕那群朋友。 想念以前在国中的生活， 想念朋友，想念。。。。
但 这世界没有《如果》的事。 如果有《如果》的事，那就不会有《如果》啦！既然没有《如果》，那何必去猜想《如果》的结局呢？可是人们总是为那些不会发生的事执著着，总让自己活在悔恨里，却忘了前面还有很多事等着我们。是啊~ 我就是那人们中的其中一个。(:

我真的不是读书的料！我讨厌读书！！！ 不懂要读来干嘛！！！ 显显显~~~~ 如果我在马来西亚读高中，今天我读得科系会不会不一样啊？！？！

没有小组的一个晚上

今晚叻，因为考试的关系，我们没有小组啦，此时此刻的我应该是在温习讨人厌的化学，可是叻，嘿嘿！在一下下吧~ ;-p
最近的我，很讨厌我的头发！ 每次看到身边人的飘逸长发我都好羡慕哦~ 我的头发长得好慢好慢，而且都一个长度就好像会停止生长！显叻~ 还有，我的头发很毛，唉~ 怎么办叻？我真的很想把我的头发留长长啊！！！

昨天的 cell biology 考试好难哦~ >.<  我以为应该会考的都没出，反而考一个我们都以为不会考的题目！ 唉~ 有强烈的感觉我会考的很不好！ :"(

好吧！照片时间：

 今年认识的新朋友，Peter Kim，是的他是韩国人，是Louise 的男朋友，我们叫他Appa， 他现在也很开心的当我们的“爸爸”，每天和“妈咪”相亲相爱！哈哈~

 Therese & Peter （好像酒家女在灌大爷酒哦~）

 Therese 的，超可爱的！ 

我窗外的天空，红红的云朵，美吧~ :)

是时候温习讨人厌的化学了！ >.< 

不公平

这世界男女永远都不会平等，所以要去学习接受这一切的不平等，不然自己会过得很辛苦。 与其每天在那埋怨，不如倘然接受。因为一切神早已有预备！ :)

眼泪

眼泪是释放情绪最好的方法。 伤心难过，紧张，生气，无助时，只要哭一哭，就会好很多。眼泪会把不好的情绪统统带走哦~ 但是不要哭太多，因为会很累~  ^o^

牙痛

上星期五我的一颗牙断了一角，本来想说它不会痛的话就会马来西亚才弄。结果叻，礼拜天的晚餐好吃到让我忘记牙齿已经受伤的事，咬太用力， 伤上加伤！！！ 痛死啦！！！
今天，终于去看牙医了。 我已经好久没看牙医了，因为我怕痛，讨厌那种刺耳的声音， 超恐怖的！！！ 牙医说洞很大，需要补很多，涂了麻药，我还问他，会痛吗？他说， 应该不会。=.= 看牙医真的是伤身，伤心和伤财！134.40！！！ 贵到~~~ 一颗牙而已耶！！！ 神经的~
结果叻，现在还是痛！ 显啊！！！

做自己

什么是做自己？
记得有人跟我说，不要失去自己，把自己找回来。
但 做自己是有代价的。 做自己就会失去很多。
可曾想过，自己真实的性格会带给人困扰，会让人不开心？

渐渐的 学会了在要开口说话前，先想三秒。
渐渐的 懂了一句话： 朋友可以有很多，但好朋友一个就够了。
渐渐的 开始要去学在人群中沉默，惜字如金就不会犯错。
渐渐的 知道有时隐藏只是为了保护自己。

其实 做自己 很难~

Time is going too fast

Uni is gonna finish soon, will have my last lecture (tutorial lecture) tomorrow morning at 9am!!! I am so excited and looking forward for tomorrow. Of cos, not for the lecture, the AN-SO family is going for brunch in DREXEL!!! Another family day out. Yeah! Seriously, you guys brighten my uni life this year, without you guys I wouldn't have so much fun in the boring campus. :) And welcome to the family Appa, Peter Kim.

Hope I can do good in my final. I want to pass, sick of studying.... hmmm... May God gives me enough strength during my studies and revisions, and also take away my laziness. :)

Family day!!!

The AN-SO family went to the beach on Tues!!! A fun day out with my violence parents, dearest sisters, handsome bro-in-law. Lolz. We shouldn't be on the beach, essay is due tomorrow, and none of us finish writing it. But naughty sis Therese said, should we go to beach, after lunch at 1pm, she should be going to lecture at that time, but we were at Mcd. Hmmm. After about 15 minutes of deciding, should they bunk or should they go to lect, we heading to the beach, SUMNER!!! woohoo. Appa was trying so hard to get mummy, mummy was trying so hard to get away from appa. Haha. I was driving xiao bai and Jerm and I could feel the car was vibrating. Mummy and Appa were fighting! Lolz. We had fun running on the beach, hiding behind the bush, playing in the playground like kids. Oh oh, appa miss his meeting, he forgot about it, well it's not important. Haha.
Yea, I should be working on my essay, but but but I'm lazy and struggling.... :(
25%!!! Must pass!!!

坚强

我坚强吗？或许有时候吧。或应该说是　倔强。　其实　我不喜欢我的坚强，因为好累。若要选的话，我会选择　潇洒，　那会比较无忧无虑吧～

余震回来啦

地震一个月了啦！ 这几天的余震越来越多，而且越来越强。会不会是暴风雨前的预兆啊？哈哈
想念马来西亚的大雨，想念打雷的声音，太宁静的生活有点乏味。
喜欢温暖的阳光 喜欢轻轻的微风 = 舒服 :)
认真过每一天寻找让自己开心的元素。=D

Mid autumn festival happy!!!

Happy Mooncake Festival!!! The moon tonight is bright and round, nice~
Ate so many things today, but not feeling full... Hmmm... got baby in my tummy help me eat?!?! oh no... jk.haha
Wish everyone happy happy forever ba! :)
Goodnight~

Happy Birthday TONY boss!!!

Wow.. What a tiring day~ Biol 253 exam really hard! Not only hard, its super duper hard!!! ~.~ I think I have 95% chance to fail this test... ):

Happy Birthday to our boss ---- TONY CHIEW!!! Happy 23th!!! Nice chicken wings, beef kebab (fried beef, lolz), lots of sausages, nuggets, fries and TWO cakes. So fullllll~~~ But it was fun tonight.
New word: ke xia, means kiss xia. Hahahahahahaha

Earthquake has gone... I miss aftershock. Why everyone felt it I didn't... BRING IT ON!!!

Tired

Hohoho... Tonight will be a good good night, lots of rest and relax! The Song Of Victory, the best! Hope you guys have a good and safe trip back to Auckland. :)
Shell is getting sick. Sore throat.... *sob sob
Uni start tomorrow, test tomorrow, Boss's birthday tomorrow... What a busy day. But this is life ya~ Full of challenges and adventures.

P/S:
I want go travel around the world. Paris? Maybe~
Wii or PS3? Hmmm... No money.
iPhone or camera? Hmmm... No money.

Steamboat

Steamboat for dinner with Therese and Peter at my house. First time ate so much meat for steamboat! My tummy like pregnant now, 5 months~ Shit!!! But it's a good night. Too full can't sleep this early, will get fat. Hehe.
Nights everyone~ (:

大人的世界

为什么大人总是认为自己是对的？！？大人犯错时如果小孩去纠正他们，他们就会觉得小孩造反了！ 所以说大人错的时候我们不要管就好啦？！纠正你的错是为你好，不然丢脸的时候又讲小孩为什么当初不跟他讲。讲了又怎样？还不是要给你骂！不是小孩出来读书后学会造反，那是因为我们看到不一样的世界，学会分辨是非，长大了！不是那个小时后不懂事给你管的小孩子！自己的态度不好就不要要求别人给你好的态度！你有尊严我也有！你有自尊我也有！我想你要的是权力吧！你以为你最大是不是？你难道不知道你看到的世界很小吗？整天在自己的世界里，觉得别人都是坏人，你难道不觉得其实“那些人”才是不应该交的人吗？有困难才找你，有便宜不停拿。　是啦什么都你对！你最厉害！看如果你一个人生活要怎么办！气死我了！为什么别人的家庭可以很快乐的？为什么人家父母与孩子之间的关系很好，我们家呢？真想离开这个家～　没有温暖的家！

Uni finally open

Woohoo uni finally opened after earthquake! I thought I would be very excited to get back to uni, I did miss uni, but not now. hate uni! Well... Teaching start next week, but I have exam coming up and assignments to do. To be a good girl, I'm in uni now "try" to work hard on my work. Yea... with <<criminal mind>> playing on my laptop. Hmmmm... I consider 2010 is a good year because we had ONE month term break!!! Lolz.

Therese and I were planning for dinner for tomorrow night. Where should we go?!?! Steamboat at my place? Hmmm have to ask mummy first. Hopefully it will be ok.

I feel like I losing one of the important person in my life. Why will a girl jealous just because I calling this person "dear"?!?! Stupid girl~! Fine! To make you (girl) happy, I will not gonna call him "dear" anymore, maybe I shouldn't even post on his wall huh?!?!? But he is living in my house!!! IN YOUR FACE!

Wake me up when September ends

Love this song, with a nice story,
Love the music, love the whole song~ 

>>Wake me up when September ends<<

Summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends
like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends
wake me up when September ends

Akaroa!

R & B group at Akaroa!

you jump, I jump

we said: Malaysia boleh! *cough cough*

A fun day out with fiends~ :)

Friend

Just realise I have not much friends. Almost lost contact with friends in Malaysia, almost all of them. Sad~ Where are my friends?!? :(

BORED!!!

Earthquake, stay at home = bored!!! Seriously, I'm not scare with the stupid aftershock anymore, tired to wait till it to shake, BRING IT ON!!! Shake in one time and STOP!!!
My mum is ready to run out from the house anytime. LMAO. My bro and I are so relax, sleep so well, especially my bro, can't even feel the shake. Haha.
Poor church... Just finish the renovation, but now... *sob sob*. Library gone... *sigh.
Poor uni... Library damaged and the Mac computers... R.I.P!!! Haha. We'll get new one! YES~
Well... back to my boring life.. *Tsk Tsk

梦想

如果 真的就是今天了，我会很遗憾吧~
1， 我的家人还没信主
2， 我想环游世界
3， 我想吃好多好多东西
。。。

地震！！！

OMG!!!
Earthquake!!! Can's believe that earthquake really happen in my life and I only gone through 20 years. Poor house~
Hohoho we got ready for everything lo~
I actually not very scare of it, I don't know. Well i think its quite cool and excited, new experience thou. Hahaha
4th Sept 2010, 4.35am, 7.1级
I was asking Lord, is it tha day? The day for You to come. I asked for more times, I wanna see all my family in heaven... Please Lord.
Pray for us~ :)

A night out to the town

Last night, we went to town for desserts, expensive desserts. I hate driving to town seriously, coz i will never get the direction right. Was turning around in the same area for nearly 20 minutes, looking for street name and the restaurant. And i hate one way street coz you cant make a U-turn to go back. Well, i was lost and in the end i realised i got the wrong address. =.= Finally got to the restaurant. Girl's night and girl's talk, AWESOME!!! Actually we decided to get Mcd after the desserts but we end up talking till 11. Hmmm... :)

Jerm's

Therese's

Louise's

Shell's

Today is a raining day, where is the SUN for SPRING??? :( I dont wanna put on thick jacket anymore, i want to wear shorts and T-shirt!!!!

Last day of winter 2010. Redish cloud with blue sky. Awesome~

如果爱下去

如果爱下去 by  张靓颖

街头那一对和我们好像
这城市华灯初上
多两个人悲剧散场
放开拥抱就各奔一方
看着他们我就湿了眼眶
不回头两个方向
流着泪的破碎脸庞
仿佛我们昨天又重放
很久以前如果我们
爱下去会怎样
最后一次相信地久天长
曾在你温暖手掌
不需要想象
以后我漫长的孤单流浪
很久以前如果我们
爱下去会怎样
毫无疑问爱情当作信仰
可是生活已经是
另一番模样
我希望永远学不会坚强

街头那一对和我们好像
放开拥抱就各奔一方

~喜欢这首歌，好听 感动~

2010年春天的第一天

~欢迎光临 Shell 的世界~

九月一号， 春天的第一天。 寒冷的冬天过了， 樱花开了。

春天代表着新的气息， 新的开始。 但 其实我并没有很喜欢春天。因为每次不好的事都发生在春天。

现在的我在纽西兰--- 一个极度落后的国家，住着一群自以为是的白人。 或许有些人会觉得， 我们这些留学生好幸运可以来到纽西兰读书。 错了！我讨厌这里的白人，每天叫人家 GO BACK TO YOUR OWN COUNTRY， 拿鸡蛋丢人！也不想想其实你们这群白痴在几百年前也是坐船来占领别人的国家。 如果纽西兰没有我们这群拿钱来砸你们的留学生， 纽西兰早就破产了！！！